Life update: my internship is going fantabulously (yea that’s fantastic and fabulous), I’m really loving the office vibe and I’m getting my shit done while making good impressions. Also me and nat went to our first counseling session and it wasn’t as painful as I thought it was gunna be, we were both calm and got a lot out there but we still have a long wayyy to go. And I reallllyyy want to text this idiot guy I know cuz I miss his stupidity but I’m holding out and after all he hasn’t texted me either, immature I know but hey that’s jus the way the game goes. Finally it’s my parents 27th anniversary so we’re all going to brunch tomorrow, who knew those crazy kids would last this long. I have to enjoy my weekend cuz I have a long work week coming up :/

Went for a longgg workout to ease my nerves because I AM SOO NERVOUS to start my internship. I have everything ready and ironed to look sharp, I just hope there is noooo traffic by the time I leave. Wish me luck!

Soo I have to leave for home in like 10 hours and I have the worst insomnia/anxiety about going home and into the storm that is my current relationship with my sister. I’m not going in guns blazing but who freaking knows about her, I already signed up with a gym so I’m just gunna spend the day in there avoiding her. I wish my internship was up here cuz living with my parents is thee last thing I feel like doing, say goodbye social life, but my internship will be incredible and I gotta make that money and be an adult or what not.

Jealousy HAS got to be the ugliest emotion ever. I hate how people change when they get jealous, SERIOUSLY?! Be freaking honest about it and not a totally doucher. I know everyone can’t be as honest and cool as me (ego trip sorry ) but myy god grow up and be a man. I try to be as honest as I can with everyone I know because it’s just wayy easier and I really hope people will just do the same. Time is short and YOLO (i hate myself for saying that) so crapp let’s just enjoy things.

Anyways that was my rant, I’m so over the male species and am ready to go home and maybe rekindle something good. 

And If Winston would stop looking so damn cute and vacate my lap I could go for a jog.

And The “House” finale KICKED the “Glee” finale’s ass.

Truthbombs.

So i’m gunna attempt to be super pretentious tomorrow and…

-wake up early (before 11am)

-go for a run

-do laundry

-and fax/mail all of internship papers at Fed Ex

-call the counselor so my sister and I don’t kill each other

Let’s see how this goes.